When I am avoiding a task, I'll often procrastinate by doing other, easier tasks, to give myself a false sense of accomplishment. It doesn't work, as I still know I'm avoiding the thing that needs to get done. Recently, I sat down and wrote two lists of sewing projects, my "Hafta List" and my "Wanna List". My Hafta List is neither long nor difficult, yet it's been keeping me from my Wanna List for too long, and in the meantime, I've been blogging, because writing a blog post is a pleasant distraction and an easy "accomplishment". (This was, in fact, one of the reasons I resisted the idea of blogging for many years... I knew I could become addicted to doing it, and use it to avoid my life instead of living it.)
I desire to break this pattern of procrastination, and to be able to blog again as a pleasant side project. So I'm taking the month of October to power through my Hafta list, and in the meantime am not allowing myself to blog. I'm also barring myself from other time-wasting activities that I use in the same way. When I'm done my Hafta List, I can do my Wanna List, and that'll give me fresh things to blog about!
So for the next little while, there will be no posts here. You can expect a post to go live on October 22nd, but I wrote that ages ago and it's simply in the queue. I'll be back to posting regularly sometime in November!
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